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2am and I'm still awake...

2009-01-24T21:07:00.000+08:00

Breathe (2am)
Anna Nalick

2 AM and she calls me 'cause I'm still awake,
can you help me unravel my latest mistake,
I don't love him, winter just wasn't my season
Yeah we walk through the doors, so accusing their eyes
Like they have any right at all to criticize,
hypocrites, you're all here for the very same reason

'Cause you can't jump the track,we're like cars on a cable
and life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button girl,
So cradle your head in your hands
And breathe, just breathe,
Woah breathe, just breathe

May he turn 21 on the base at Fort Bliss
Just today he sat down to the flask in his fist,
Ain't been sober, since maybe October of last year.
Here in town you can tell he's been down for a while,
But my God it's so beautiful when the boy smiles,
Wanna hold him, maybe I'll just sing about it.

Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table.
No one can find the rewind button boys,
So cradle your head in your hands,
And breathe, just breathe,
Woah breathe, just breahte

There's a light at each end of this tunnel, you shout
But you're just as far in as you'll ever be out
These mistakes you've made, you'll just make them again
If you only try turning around.

2 AM and I'm still awake, writing a song
If I get it all down on paper, its no longer
inside of me, threatening the life they belong to
And i feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd
Cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud
And I know that you'll use them, however you want to

Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button now
Sing it if you understand.
and breathe, just breathe
woah breathe, just breathe,
oh breathe, just breathe.

Long day

2007-01-24T09:15:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was indeed stressful.. We rushed lola to the hospital at around 8am, di raw sya makahinga.. Good thing naman na nakaalis na kami sa mountains nun. kamusta naman kasi wala naman atang ospital na malapit samin. [ay meron pala pero if ever ako yung maoospital, ayoko dun madala noh..] sa East ave na namin sya naisugod and she's still in ICU right now.. sad. ang hirap pa ng walang pera.. sobrang naaawa pa ko kay mom, may sakit na nga sya tapos panibagong iintindihin na naman.

iba pala pag sa public hospital. sa Delos Santos kasi usually nacoconfine si lola pero since emergency nga at wala narin talaga kasi kaming pambayad dun [may utang pa nga kami e], sa east ave nalang. na-stress ako kasi nasa ER palang si lola ang dami nang nirereseta. at ang mabait na doctor, paisa-isa naman kung magbigay! at ang masaya pa nyan, yung pharmacy dun nagpapanggap na pharmacy lang, lahat ng bilin ko WALA! freakening! biruin mo yun, ang layo ng lalakarin papunta dun sa pharmacy sa may gilid nung hospital tapos pagbalik ko panibagong prescription na naman. kaasar talaga yung pharmacy, kahit aspirin wala sila. feeling ko kahit band-aid walang tinda yun e. pag sa delos santos naman, wala ka ngang iintidihin during confinement pero pag dating ng bill ay kamusta naman, mas stressful!

bad trip pa ko dun sa isang cashier. EPAL KA! pag naalala ko gusto ko syang balikan at sapukin e. grrr.. since aside sa kelangan kong lumabas para bumili ng gamot, kailangan ko pa magbayd para sa mga lab tests n gagawin kay lola. edi sympre nagmamdali ako. pag-abot ko nung bayad ko sa cashier [P1,000] tinitignan nya pa yung pera ko sabay sabi "FAKE!" [take note nakangiti sya ha!] ay naku talaga nagdilim ang paningin ko! inirapan ko talaga! [timang ba sya?! hindi nya ba narealize na ospital yun at ang mga taong nandon ay problemado o nagmamdali o may kmag-anak nang nasa peligro ang buhay at nakuha nya pang biruin ako ng ganon!!!!] ayun nakuha sa tingin, binilisan magsukli.. nung sumunod ako magbayad hindi nako dun pumila sa lane nya. kainis talaga! [ayan, nakasalubong talaga kilay ko habang nagttype nito. haha]

Had lunch with my digitel opismeyts. [lunch time lang hindi stressful na moment a..] Nabisita ko pa sa Mel at Nina.. :-) mas gumaan sana yung loob ko kung nanlibre si joey e. haha!

After lunch, i went to recto para magcanvass ng trophies, etc. [nawala ko kasi yung calling card nung binibilhan ko talaga]. okei lang sa biyahe kasi from ortigas, MRT to Cubao then LRT to Recto. pero stressful parin yung mga tao dun. lahat ng daanan ko sinisigawan ako, "ate pagawa ng resibo?" "miss, diploma" "anong hanap mo, miss?" ..yung isa bwisit tlga as in kada tanong nya palapit nang palapit ung mukha nya sa mukha ko, muntik ko ng sampalin e. natakot lang ako baka lalo ako ma-harass dun kaya tinakbuhan ko nalang.. ayun, from recto balik na uli sa hospital..

Postponed yung date namin ni May Coro today. dapat rin sleep over sya samin e. pero next week nalang siguro.. ayoko naman siyang yayain na sa hospital nalang kami magbonding. pero sana tlaga makapgmeet kami bago pa kmi mging busy-busyhan uli..

2007-01-22T10:42:00.000+08:00

Aiee's getting married
And i'm really excited about it. :) well, mtgal pa naman ung wedding, NOv 2008. pero i'm excited na talaga. hehe.. cguro kasi sya yung una kong close friend na ikakasal na.. She met her fiance in New Jersey. Freakin Aiee! she's only been there for 4 months tapos uuwi with the news that she's getting married next year?! haha.. Samantalang bago sya umalis, she was having troubles pa with her ex bf and ex-ex bf and ex ex ex bf.. hay, true love nga naman! hehe.. I already met Joven via webcam and he seems nice naman and they really look good together sa pictures kaya naman I'm so happy for aileen.. :)

Sleep Over with Arem and Sheryl
yun nga lang sa bahay namin! haha.. pero parang naki-overnight nga lang din ako e since 1 week akong hindi nakauwi sa mountains. we were suppose to have a Princess Hours marathon. kaya ang saya naman, walang english subtitle. hahaha! ayun dinaan nalang namin sa kain.. at kulang tlga kami s tulog kasi the following day, 4pm na kmi bumangon.

My bumhood is about to end
haha! 10 days to go nalang.. and since i'm planning to spend some days for reviewing my SAS lessons, less time for lakwatsa na.. hehe

Jan 17

2007-01-18T12:45:00.001+08:00

this was my original plan-slash-itinerary for january 17:

1. UPD -registrar: to hopefully get my TOR, stat: get solicitation letters, sc: magpapa-ID pic

2.City Hall -cashier office top pay for the certification fee and get my SK certificate

3. Ortigas -get joey's SAS installer from mona, borrow nina's SAS materials and have lunch with her and mel

4. Ninong's haus -manggugulo lang sa bahay nila then watch their basketball game scheduled at 7pm

muntik na ko tamarin umalis nung morning kasi parang ang dami ko namang ppuntahan tapos parang sayang pamasahe.. pero dahil good daughter naman ako, i asked dad to give me a (motor)ride to city hall. napapayag ko naman sya. kaso lang sort of nalinlang ko sya. hahaha! ksi when we were on our way na, sabi ko "ay dad, daan muna tayo sa registrar sandali lang".. pagkagaling namin sa reg, "dad, daan lang ako sa stat sandali. antay mo lang ako uli, madali lang".. after sa stat chaka palang kami pumunta sa cityhall.. yah i know, umandar na naman pagka-bratinella ko. hehe.. pero keri lang un, hindi naman sya nagreklamo e or nawalan na ksi tlga sya ng choice. =)

Early bird naman ako for lunch! wala pang 11:30 nsa ortigas nako. dapat sabay kami ni momie june e kaso late n nagising. (haha momie!=p) mona, na-miss kita talaga! nina, talamat sa hand outs.. bgay kayo! hahaha.. mel, hope to c u again, hindi naman tayo mshado nkapagchika..

kainis nung papunta nako kina ninong.. nag-strike ba ang aircon buses papuntang fairview? my gahd! nalanghap ko namang mabuti ang lahat ng polusyon sa metro manila, ang init init pa naman, tanghali. huhu..

eto naman ang wala sa plano: hindi natuloy yung basketball game nila. so from court, (w/c is walking distance lang from ninong's haus) uuwi nalang kami dapat para magdinner. e1 ko naman at nakalayo n kami, biglang ngyaya ang mga mokong magSM.. daniel, rica, marvin, ryan, jake, ninong and me.. akala namin SM Fairview. wlanghya, North pala! e hello yung bag and stuff ko nasa haus nila ninong, as in cellphone ko lang dala ko. ayun wala na kming nagawa.. meet namin sna angie at nikki tas we had dinner at KFC The Bloc.. at dahl nga bglaan, very limited ang budget. 'no softdrinks for a healthy living' ang drama namin nila marvin.. humabol rin si cathy (na supposedly sasmahan ko manood ng sine pero basta magulo kaya hindi natuloy).. sa KNL p naman ako uuwi kaya i had to go back to ninong's haus pa.. hay naku, HS friends tlga... hehe! buti nalang masaya kayo kasama. =)

late nako nakauwi kaya late ako nagising kanina. ayun, hindi ko na nsunod ung plan ko for today.. hehe..

Abby bait will be my officemate in InterCon.. yipee! =)

3 hours of sleep

2007-01-13T12:58:00.000+08:00

antok ako...

4am na ko nkauwi knina. dinner then coffee with momie june, bebi and eileen last nyt..
i kept on saying "jan 12 is an overwhelming day!".. indeed it is!

job offer
naman! pamatay talaga.. nakakatuyo ng lalamunan. un lang masasabi ko.. ayan, kailangan ko tuloy magdecide nang masinsinan. waaaah! i remember nina saying, "ikaw lang talaga yung inaantay nyan, it's meant 4 u".. talaga ba?? hmm.. have to convince myself a lil more..

my ultimate crush
it was like more than 5 years ago when i last saw him.. seeing him last night really made me reminisce my kilig moments when we were still in quesci.. haha! [ronald, nagdilang anghel na naman ako!] nagjojoke lang ako na "dapat pumunta rin sya d2" tas walanghya nasa likod ko na pala! naman!!!! he's more handsome now tas di na sya payatot. but i still like him better in his quesci uniform, mas good boy yung appeal e. but since i'm a loyal girlfriend, i didn't do much flirting! hahaha much??? effortless naman ksi na nagka-moment ako again w/ him..buti nalang friend ni momie june yung 1 nilang kasama.. ang gwapo talaga! but on 2nd thought, hindi ko namn na sya crush.. i mean, kung 1st time ko lang sya nakita kagabi, ganito lang siguro reaction ko: gwapo. period. pero dahil ultimate crush ko nga, natutuwa lang siguro ako makita xa uli. haha! pero talaga, he's undeniably handsome! [diba bebi? kahit di mo xa crush, gwapo talaga diba?!]

quotable quotes
"ang hirap palang gumawa ng bagay na hindi mo alam"
"yuck! sinong nagbaback pack?"
"papasa na 'ko!"

pero eto ang malupit...
"i hope u guys realize that parents worry where their children are and who they are with"
nkaka-guilty kasi sinermonan din ako actualy about that. well, pag parents na tayo, we'll definitely understand what our parents feel..

Annual Physical Check up
7 am gising na ko para nga magpunta sa clinic . nadamay lang ako actually, sila mommy and mayette lang naman tlga dapat. e inggitera nga kasi ang lola nyo, kaya naman ayun, join narin ako.

Pyrolympics
nood ako uli mya..
last friday i was w/ mom and some of her friends then the nextday w/ momie june naman [pyro viewers na wlang kdaladala sa traffic! Haha!].. hopefully later with ninong naman.. =)

2007-01-10T17:47:00.000+08:00

My Savior My God
Aaron Shust

I am not skilled to understand
What God has willed, what God has planned
I only know at His right hand
Stands one who is my Savior

I take Him at His word and deed
Christ died to save me; this I read
And in my heart I find a need
Of Him to be my savior

That He would leave His place on high
And come for sinful man to die
You count it strange, so once did I
Before I knew my Savior

My Savior loves, My Savior lives
My Savior’s always there for me
My God: He was, my God; He is
My God is always gonna be

Yes, living, dying, let me bring
My strength, my solace from this spring;
That He who lives to be my King
Once died to be my Savior

That He would leave His place on high
And come for sinful man to die
You count it strange, so once did I
Before I knew my SaviorChorus

My Savior loves, My Savior lives
My Savior loves, My Savior lives

Happy Holidays..

2007-01-01T16:07:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! =)

Ate dianne, dahil namimiss mo kami at namimiss ka na namin (lalo n this time of the year), para sa'yo 'to..

***23***
Grocery sa SM Fairview.. hayness! Super haba ng pila! 1st time ko lang kasi makasama mag-grocery for noche Buena e. exaj sa dami ng tao..

***24***
Christmas eve last yr, natulog lang kami. Ganon talaga yung noche buena samin e pag walang relatives. Good thing naman that this year dumating yung cousin ni mom na si Ate Gemma (w/ her 2 kids, JB and Derek) from Isabela. At yun nga, dahil may bisita, marami kaming chibog! Hehe.. I prepared carbonara and ref cake. I also attempted to serve jalapeno fingers, but unfortunately, yakitate japan ang kinalabasan..
hindi man sya successful, atleast natuto akong magmasa para mkagawa ng tinapay. Hehe.. Sobrang thankful naman ako kasi masaya at kumpleto yung family plus visitors pa diba?! hehe..

yakitate japan! hyah! =P

***25***
After lunch samin, punta na kami ni Ralph sa haus nila.. Family tradition na nila yung reunion every Christmas. one big happy family talaga sila, amazing! As in Big, more than 30 ba naman sila! samantalang sa bahay, wala pa kaming 10.. hehe..

Nag-game kami, Pinoy Henyo.. yung mga pinapahula, related dun sa pair. And guess what nung samin na.. KASAL naman ang pinahula!!! ganito pa yung mga tanong ko: nangyari sayo? Nangyari sa akin? Nangyari sa’ting dalawa? E sympre puro “hindi’ yan kasi mangyayari palang.. hehe! nakakatawa kasi ang tagal kong nahulaan, mahirap naman ksi.. and siguro 1 way of saying narin na “ah.. future in-laws, wala pa po sa isip ko kasi yan!” hehe..

***26***
sabi nga ni iah (ralph’s 7-yr old niece), “hay bad day!” ..bad day for her kasi daw may bayad na sya sa fx, hindi na sya mukhang baby. Hehe..
for me? Hay naku.. I’ll do everything to change what happened this day. Unfortunately, “everything” doesn’t exist..

***27***
Dinner/Christmas Party w/ the SK council.. yahoo! Libre ni mark! =) at dahil ang favorite ng council ay pizza and pasta.. we went to yellow cab, timog..

After an hour cguro, nisundo na ko ni ralph para pumunta sa Max’s Tomas Morato.. dinner with ralph’s family naman.. haha! Kamusta naman ako.. dinner ulit! Akala ko talaga hihimatayin nako nun sa kabusugan..

***28***
STAR CITY!!! =)
Yun nga lang Blizzard lang ata yung nasakyan namin na may thrill. Haha! Kamusta naman kasi, kelangan naming samahan c Derek (5-yr old cousin from Isabela) kaya imagine nyo nalang anong klaseng rides ang mga sinakyan namin. Pero enjoy parin naman kami sa kakatawa sa mga supposed-to-be horror house..

JB,Mayette,derek,marci_____ah, mayette.. wacky?!

***29***
tanghali nako nagising kaya tinamad narin ako magpunta sa MMFF awards night.. ung thought palang na babalik na naman kami sa may star city, nakakatamad, ang layo kasi.. hehe..

***30***
wala. Sa bahay lang.. kain-tulog. Haha!

***31***
kamusta naman ang pagsalubong namin sa new year, tlgang iwas paputok. kahit watusi wla akong nhawakan. hehe.. pero nkakatuwa naman ksi dati, ako lang ata ang nag-iingay sa street namin, pero ngyon maingay narin ung mga kapitbahay or siguro ki dumadami na tlga ang residents sa mountains. hehe.. at ang familya ko namn, kmusta tulog lang sila! gumising lang nung 10 minues before 12, akala ko tuloy mag-isa lang akong sasalubong sa new year..

WELCOME 2007!

jobhunting mode na uli bukas.. haha! ronald, we'll be together again.. huwaaah!! =P

kwento..

2006-12-21T20:18:00.000+08:00

yesterday, "job hunting: the walk-in edition part 2" namin ni ronald. sa makati lang kami the whole day.. fortunately it was successful naman. sumabak nga lang kami sa isang IQ test na ewan ko ba parang UPCAT ang dating. so high school ung mga tanong pero yung mga tipong hindi na namin maalala chaka basta weird! cguro ksi not the typical IQ tests na naencounter na namin. feeling tuloy namin dapat genius ka para i-hire nila. hehe.. pero keri naman, pang-genius naman ang level namin ni ronald. hahaha!

kanina naman we went back to makati. ayala avenue corner paseo de roxas a.k.a Enterprise! hehe.. nagexam kami sa IBM. grabe kamusta naman ang exam pang Math quiz bee! easy, average and difficult rounds. at may time limit, which was strictly implemented. haller! may problem solving naman naman naman! pang genius tlaga ang level namin kaya naman we passed! =) o diba may hope naman ang mga buhay namin? hehe.. waiting mode na nga lang muna kami since holiday season na.. =)

ang dami pa namin adventures and misadventures kaya lang sobrang dami para itype. here are some..

**nakita namin si GRIMACE sa Strata, Ortigas. fun fun! =) i so love grimace! kahit ano pa sya! haha.. true love ito! =P

**nung monday may interview kmi sa isang company na ayaw magpa-sweldo. damot damot nila!!! hmpf! haha!

**last thursday, meron kaming bad friend na inindian kami. sabay daw kami maglunch. hay naku bad nina! kaya naman para mkalimot, nag tom's world kami.. haha! =)

**may npuntahan kming company na mlamang hindi kami pwede pano sobrang tahimik. as in pag may humikab lang ata mtataranta na mga tao dun. ah ronald+marci? bagay kmi dun! haha!

**habang nasa loob kami ng elevator sa enterprise, pababa from 28th floor, biglang may nagbasabog ng nakakalokang amoy na tawagin nalang nating time bomb! haha.. kadiri!

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xmas party pala ng SDS ngayon, sayang di ako mkakpunta.. ksi actually xmas party nila mom ngayon at dapat kasama ang respective families nila. kaya naman nga nd2 ako sa scul nila. kso tapos na ksi ung kainan kaya tumakas na ko para mkapag-net naman. hehe.. good girl ko tlga! =P

Dahil may memory gap ako..

2006-12-13T22:45:00.000+08:00

i want to remember and cherish each and every day of my bumhood. pero dahil nga may mem gap ako, i wanna take note of everything nalang.. dito nalang rin sa blog para update narin tuloy.. hehe

05 Dec Tues: Push-to-open

'twas ronald's first time in Teriyaki Boy and 'twas also my first time to encounter an AUTO DOOR, which in fact doesn't have the right to be named as such. Auto door tas may kelangan pa i-push para bumukas? ayun mukha tuloy kami shungaers ni ronald sa pagfigure out kung pano ba kami mkakapasok dun. hahaha!

chicken teriyaki?! =)

i went shopping after.. hay, the easiest way to empty your wallet! hehe

06 Dec Wed: PSRC 3rd Interview

Hindi ko man lang nasilayan si mona.. hehe.. ambilis lang rin naman kasi e.. wala lang. went to mcdo el pueblo, kumain narin ako while waiting for my mom. para kong baby hatid-sundo sa interview! grr.. hehe pero actually nagkataon lang naman na may lakad sya non sa pasig ofc nila..

07 Dec Thurs:

hindi ko maalala kung ano ginawa ko.. ayan na nga ba.. memory gap attacks!

08 Dec Fri: Job Hunting Mode (the walk-in edition)

One of the longest days of my life.. walk-in talaga! as in WALK! pero masaya rin naman, fun fun extraordinary experiences. =) nakasalubong pa namin si kuya mike na pauwi na sana.. at kahit pagod na kami, we went to mega mall pa to buy a gift for ronald's baby.. panic buying ronald! hehe..

Salcedo street, here we are!!! =P

09 Dec Sat: GF's Christmas Party

i'm sori ronald, mas panic buying pala si cess! hehe.. ang aga ko umalis sa mountains kaya nisamahan ko nalang si cess bumili ng gift. sa hindi malamang kadahilanan ay TRAFFIC papuntang Antipolo kaya naman pagdating kila nina ay fresh na fresh kami. haha!
Na-miss ko silang lahat.. grabe, nakakahiya yung predictions/wishes ko, walang kaeffort-effort! pano naman kasi antok na ko nung ginagawa ko yun last year. pero bumawi naman ako this year, mahaba na ang aking predictions/wishes.

hope to see you more often, guys! =)

Baby Erle_______________Daddy Joey..

besty bebi! =)

10 Dec Sun: I'm so glad you're back..

Ralph fetched me at around 10am na ata.. Yahoo! daming pasalubong! hehe.. sobrang daming chocolates! =) un nga lang tinigyawat ako! waaaah!! katakawan kasi..
missing sum1 is somewhat psychological rin pala talaga, pag alam mong malayo parang sobrang nkaka-miss. ksi actually weekends lang naman talaga kami nagkikita pero nung out of town siya parang i always look for him, i always want to call him at gusto ko na nga sya pauwiin agad kahit di pa naman weekend. hehe.. cguro ksi ung thought na malayo sya iba talaga kesa sa alam ko na nanjan lang sa malapit.. kaya i'm really glad he's back.. =)

11 Dec Mon: A supposed-to-be interview day

Bakit ba kasi umulan? pero sa 22o lang, eto muna yun e: bakit ba kasi ako tinanghali ng gising? tapos umulan pa at traffic.. kaya ayun, na-indian namin ni ronald ang aming interview sched for the day. kakahiya kasi kung 22loy ako baka past 10 nako dumating.. hindi ko naman motto yung "better late than never".. i don't wanna be late, sobrang kakahiya. nakakahiya rin naman na hindi kami sumipot pero okei narin. hehe.. atleast mukhang hindi na kami interested hindi mukhang irresponsible kami for not being there on time. cge marci, palusot ka pa! hehe..

12 Dec Tue: The Bummer Me

wala. sa bahay lang talaga at lumamon ng chocolates, cake, etc. bum kung bum! haha..

13 Dec Wed: Statsoc's Christmas Party & Exte bonding

sarap maging alumni, diba ronald? una s food! hehe.. congrats exte! =) hindi naman kayo 6th place, "in no particular order" naman daw e. hehe.. chaka di kayo matitiis ni mabel, manlilibre yan kahit ano mangyari. hehe.. at dahil na-miss ko sila ng sobra, sumama narin ako magpunta sa SENATE. ang lalakas ng loob, hindi naman pala alam pumunta. hehe.. buti nalang naconvince ko si paul a. sumama, manila boy hanep! we went to MOA afterwards, wala lang para lang pagbigyan yung mga hindi pa nkakapunta. hehe.. thanks to tatia, nikko and mabel.. nabusog akong tunay! haha..
umm.. medjo hindi nga lang kagana-gana ikwento ung experiences namin pag-uwi..

hindi nila gustong maging senator.. hehe!

Tweety Returns

2006-12-04T09:57:00.001+08:00

Guess who's back
Back again
TWEETY's back Tell a friend
Guess who's back, guess who's back, guess who's back, guess who's back
guess who's back, guess who's back, guess who's back..
{*MARCI hums*}

sad to say, tweety's back..
gurlfriends!!! still remember that freakin tweety (my long lost friend)?
can i just cry??? [netzu, pahiram ng line mo ha! =p]

flashback:
isang umaga paggising ko, bigla nalang may bangs na ako! oh yes, bangs! ang mganda don, ang bangs na yon ay nasa likod, malapit sa tuktok ng ulo ko. naiimagine nyo ba? waaah!! ayun kaya ko sya tinawag na tweety ksi parang buhok ni tweety.. and since last year pa nmn yun, sympre ang alam ko humaba na sya. at nakita ko naman talagang humahaba. so nanganak ata!! huhuhu... freakin hair!
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went to divisoria (again!) yesterday. i was with ralph, ralph's mom and ralph's ate cheryl. b4 8am nandon n kmi, pero what time kami natapos? 2pm.. grabe npagod ako.. pero enjoy naman! =)ang nabili ko lang ay toys for my godchildren. e ksi nman rin tapos nako mamimili for myself nung thurs.. =)
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ralph will be leaving tomorrow for their plant visits.. ang saya non! subic, pampanga, baguio, etc! waaaah!!! inggit ako.. hehe.. 5 days rin yun kaya monday (w/c is today) is marci's day! yey! =)
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psrc interview tomorrow @ 10am.. goodluck marci! =)

Friendster Blog deleted!

2006-11-30T10:26:00.000+08:00

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh!!!!!!!
at isa pa uling waaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!.......

freakening! i deleted my firendster blog and i hate myself for doing that without saving first a copy of my favorite entry.

most beautiful set of BOD, sayangness... ung sa inyo ang favorite ko. =(

huhu.. $%^#!@.. ninuninuni... baliw-baliwan na ko!

hmpf! buti nalang we will be going to divisoria later.. i can then divert my attention to shopping. hehe..
pero sa ngayon, ngangawa nalang muna ko.. huwaaaaaaaaaah!!!....

May sakit ako...

2006-11-28T08:50:00.000+08:00

waaah!! bakit ako may sakit? =( 22o ata yung sinsabi ko dati na pag wala akong ginagawa, magkakasakit ako dahil natataranta yung cells ko pag wala ko activity. hehe.. pero hindi naman, busy-busy-han parin naman ako. at hindi rin naman ako stressed.. hmmm....

..went to Ramon Magsaysay HS to watch a Choral Interpretation Contest yesterday. Trainor ksi ng 1 section yung friend ko, si ryan. =) weeeeh! High School memories... hehe! habang naghihintay ako at di pa sila nagpeperform, pinapanood ko yung mga bata na magugulo at makukulit tas parang na-realize ko na ganon rin ba ko tignan nung 4th yr ako? (4th yr ksi yung tinuruan ni ryan e) ksi parang ang nene at totoy pa nila, hehe..
pumunta naman ako kay nina after to get the spss installer [madame, maraming salamat! =)].. at dahil nakita ni ninong na naka-skirt ang mga girls sa BDO, dun nalang daw ako magwork! huwaaaaat?? kasama ang dress code sa pagconsider ko ng work. hindi ko kaya magskirt everyday! kahit every other day pa.. hehe.. gusto nya raw kasi ako maging pa-girl at eventually maging kikay. huhuhu.. hindi nya parin pala tanggap na boy ako.. hehehe..

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..watched happy feet last sunday with SVYCO, sa gateway after attending the 5:00 mass. cute ng movie, nakakatawa.. but the most fun part is: LIBRE!!!! hehe.. mark (my new SK chairman) treated me, pati dinner. kaya naman sobrang sulit ng pagsama ko sa kanila. hehe.. matinding sapilitan pa bago yun nanlilibre pero sa hindi ko malamang kadahilanan, he invited me at nagvolunteer pang manlibre. kahit gabi na yun at malayo pa uuwian ko, sino ba naman ako para tumanggi?? hehe.. pero tama lang rin yun kasi nisamahan ko naman sya sa Youth Conference sa City Hall nung morning. =)

since antay ko pa yung mga kasama ko nung bago manood, binisita ko muna si gino.. nakipagchikahan muna ko sa kanya.. di ko na nga maalala kelan kami huli nagkita kaya buti narin pala nagkafree time ako to drop by..

*SVYCO: Sikatuna Village Youth Choir Org.. sort of honorary mem ako sa choir na 'to. hehe.. nkakasali ako sa mga activities nila except sa pagkanta. haha!
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..saturday: i was supposed to meet bebi and momie june kaya lang di na ko nkaalis ng maaga dun sa grad party ng kinakapatid ko. [i really hope next time mkasama nako. =)] dun lang rin ksi sila sa mountains nkatira kaya dun lang din yung celebration, pero magkaibang subd.. amazing! marami palang private resorts na mlapit samin at maganda ha! pag ngpa-party rin nga ako, dun nalang rin sa montalban. hehe.. baka lang walang pumunta..at kelan naman ba ko magpapaparty? hehe.. naisip ko pde rin un cguro sa statsoc: semstarter, cd, semender, etc... =)

hay.. im really not feeling well 2day.. what's happening to me? ...

btw,

happy bday dad!

written by marcidoo at 8:06 am, Nov 22

2006-11-23T06:27:00.000+08:00

Past 1 am nako nkatulog kgabi/knina pero 5:30am palang gising nako… ??

Cinnamon swirl and peppermint mocha before dinner

Starbucks Christmas Tradition Card. What a good marketing promotion huh?! Waaaah!!.. something to make me visit Starbucks more often! I wanna be a “holiday angel” kasi.. haha! Good excuse ba? =) Another thing is that I discovered that they are serving cinnamon swirl. Kamusta naman yun, cinnamon roll lang nila okei na sakin e.. But cinnamon swirl is really something else.. Hehe! New favorite. =)

Exte @ Bubble Gang Toppings

At dahil nbusog narin ako sa starbucks, nahirapan akong ubusin ung dinner ko. Ako lang naman ang pinakamabagal kumain sa lahat. I met the new mems: Trisha, Gege, Camille and Camille. absent nga lang yung 1 pang new mem e.. puro na sila girls next yr, diba nikko? =P chaka teka lang a, nagbago na nga pala sila ng image, hindi na sila “adik committee”, “bastos committee” na sila!! Hahahaha.. sayang lang hindi sila kumpleto.. tas kami lang ni ate [and kuya] ung alumni (mel, ba’t di ka pumunta? Hehe.) pero masaya parin naman at tulad dati sumakit parin ang panga ko sa kakatawa lalo na sa version ni nikko ng boom taRat taRat. =P

Not that bad Wednesday morning..

Sa sobrang paulit-ulit na, kahit tear glands ko sumuko na at ayaw na kong suportahan sa pag-iyak. Mas masakit kaya! Ung thought palang na sarili mong tear glands sinukuan ka na tas yung feeling pa na iyak na iyak ka pero dahil wala kang maiiyak, isisigaw mo nalang at magwawala ka na parang may kaaway, pero sa pinakatahimik na paraan mo yan gagawin dahil ayaw mong malaman ng iba na hindi ka okei.. Ang sakit na nga, mukha ka pang tanga diba?! Oo nga, mukha nga kong tanga.

Naisip ko lang (pero nothing to do w/ rci)..

In my previous post, natanong ko if may sense ba yung “moving on pero not letting go”.. and I realized na Wala! Walang sense ksi kahit anong gawin mong pagmove on, walang kwenta if you won’t let go. Lalo na kung pagdedma sa mga bgay-bgay ung ginagawa mo kaya mo lang nasasabi na moving on ka. You really have to let your heartaches/grudges/etc. go.. But unfortunately, I don’t know how to do it yet. Pagdedma pa lang ang alam ko.

Job hunting mode part 2: PSRC

Sent my resume yesterday at around 2pm [thanks mona! =)] at sabi ni monamee pag na-excite daw un, tatawagan na ko bukas. Pero im sori! that very day rin tumawag. Hehe.. hindi naman nga sila excited.. nagulat nga ako nung tumawag ksi nka-save pa sa fonbuk ko ung #, ung name n nkalgay x.joSanvcitores. [fyi, x.___ ang nilalagay ko pag exte contact]. So akala ko nung una jobfair participant/sponsor na ako parin ang kinocontact, which is impossible naman kasi nagpalit na nga pala ko ng number. Hehe.. so ayun, psrc pla.. di ko ksi ineexpect na tatawag sila agad..

Sisters in Crime

2006-11-15T17:41:00.000+08:00

The best thing about being a certified bum this particular time of the year is that I am able to spend more time with my sister. =)

PICTURES..

back when we were naughty kids..

ako nalang ata yung naughty ngyon. =P

bear with me, old pictures lang. huhu kainis mem card ko, ayaw na naman ksi ma-read. lagi nalang.. pangatlo n 'to..